Do you forget to breathe? Forget you're living with a disease Darkens my perception It nevers fucking leaves Darkens my perception It nevers fucking leaves Give my brain rest Leave my heart with peace Give my brain rest Leave my heart with peace If I could stay in my head I'd live there forever Constant second guesses My native skin fits too tight Your memories stab at me With a past I can't rewrite Constant second guesses My native skin fits too tight Dark memories stab at me From a past I can't rewrite I would sacrifice half of my life Just to die with love for myself Just to die Would sacrifice Half of my life Just to die Weight my options of pain and bliss Surrender to death's kiss Surrender to death's kiss