Face first into the new day The lights are shining more Than they ever gleamed before Sweating swirling anxious as ever The time it melts away My nails grinding against floorboard Pleading with it just to stay My inaction become what define me I feel pressure wearing me thin Impatiently I'll await the day When these tidal waves settles again I wish that I had more time And could be everywhere at once My apologies for the distance I've placed many miles between us But the only thing I've come to get comfort in Is the progression Of the restless souls Onward to a further destination And yes the future Thought it's dark from this perspective When nothing will ever stay the same And every dormant dream that I have imagined Is brought to life but never as I planned I want to drown in the daylight's radiance Let the morning sun into my skin And feel the calm again If only from the bright beginning We were conditioned for the end We've grown so self absorbed As this life is ours eternally We've grown so accustomed to settling down And day to day But this city moves forward with or without me And everyone I love they are fading away Thought it seems as if I'm sure As if I weighed everything I've decision that are haunting me And I cannot evade All I've ever know is blackness Now even blackness fades If I am the creator what is this void I have shaped We always say, "I will be seeing you again." But what if that day never comes Then I'll be seeing you in the bitter end But what if this life is all we're ever meant to become I always seems to let my thought destroy me from the inside out It's just a matter of time