I'm now drowning into question Everything I've ever known The answer is not in my heart nor in my hand It may never be I've looked to the sky I've grasped for the sun I've witnessed a tectonic shift And have seen the static hit And ever through the darkest of the night Mornings never fails to comes I am living I am breathing Perhaps what is meant to be sought stand before us And not beyond While there may never be meaning So different from what I have envisioned Witnessing every neuron collapse But I paid no mind It made no difference Learning to live on and let go Reminiscing over what could have been But it will never be And with black cloud above me I catch my breath It all fall into place Like we we're made for this Patiently I gather words that I had forgot to say In another passing wave If this life temporary let come what may come Perhaps what meant to be sought Stand before us And not beyond Beyond My will versus that of a force that I will never know Perhaps it's the way in which I observed and felt that I must grow To push forward This room with no door is filling us Filling us both with dread It's almost as time is choosing to exist Only within our head And with black cloud above me I catch my breath It all fall into place Like we we're made for this Patiently I gather words that I had forgot to say In another passing wave