Waves of warmth crash around me just like the womb And I feel the pulse of each moment passing More than I've ever known I grasped with everything I had like I wanted this More than the air that'd left my lung as the cold hit Each lucid moment as it were my own Each nerve and ending to bathe in the afterglow In a dream I heard your voice clear as the day And as I close my eye life is born again Illusions colors wash away Like autumn gold to winter grey I saw your face as the weather shifted Fading in and out of suspended animation I arrived at the place where no lights shine at all And I'm reminded nothing is real here In this parallel I lie under spinning stars Beneath the weight of these abstraction Exhausted more in each lingering second Lost in cyclical patterns These repetitious scene induce unrealistic expectation of a Night more vicious than the dawn More vicious than waking life Within this trance you're with me But this vision won't last for ever And I'll wake once again As sunlight breaches the morning haze To retrace my steps Through a darkness so luminous Lit by only your passing flame Eye open Is it the future you fear or what you've become nothing The weight of this reality is no longer your to bear So move forward nothing is real here