So pain told you to take her Well I learned to accept that feeling 'Cause I found how to numb it If only for just a short while I'd get so high, I'd forget my own name I scarred my fist, I scarred my brain I think that I'm going insane I think that I'm going insane So drink up, so shoot in Why must this feeling end I crawled in my narcotic shell Was crucified in my own hell A gutter's where I found myself Among the waste I chose to dwell I chose to dwell So now I'm in your system And I'm what helps you numb your pain With time you will confide in me So lonely my friend, I've made you lose control You'll use me more and more with time Our friendship grows with each mainline So glad that you could be so blind So glad that you could be so blind So drink up, so shoot in 'Cause I'll make this feeling end I built you this narcotic shell I crucifies you in your hell Your life not yours, you're just my slave I am your messiah of pain And time has come to Time has come to, time has come to There is no time to pray 'Cause I'm your God now