The venom inside Turned me into the enemy Turned into what I hate My apathy got the best of me Blood boiled, I lost my way I never thought I'd be the one to blame Have to live with constant shame Everything that I put inside Just to feel numb I tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside ♪ This was nothing but moral abuse Guess I just needed something new What could I gain from solitude? Or acting like a fool? I tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside ♪ Disconnected, apathetic It's so pathetic to be this frantic I needed help, I needed help Like methadone for an addict I tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside Tried to escape, push it away Tried to hide the venom inside