Kill Looking for a way to describe The emptiness that's consuming my life It shouldn't come as a surprise That I might reach and claw and pry And still want out of this life It's an absence of light I'm contorted and molded into something I don't recognize I guess I'm feeling alright If alright is redefined as fucking waiting to die Even in my dreams it waits for me The endless peaks of nothingness My wrists are slit to pay the price Until I'm ordained as a coward in gods eyes I have no control in what He sees I'm a whisper of who I used to be What's the point of being me When the things that I have loved become a pyrrhic victory (As it came for me, so shall it come for you) Forced into the eye of the needle Breathe in, breathe out Let go I want out