Poison spewing out from my own mouth Sleep tight Wake up, repeat Fuck this cycle Pure overindulgence I can't stop Wasted Drowning my thoughts with liquid venom My insides resent me and all my vices But this elixir sums up all my tools and devices My insides resent me and all my vices But this elixir sums up all my devices Call a medic, pull me out of the abyss This is my SOS Call a medic, pull me out of my own piss This is my last chance Hate to ruin your night, or even worse your life But you don't know what it feels like You don't know where I've been Scraped across, the ice is thin Wearing my feelings on my chin I can get that out with a glass of gin I mumble in my sleep 'Cause the conversation's on repeat My whiskey I take it neat Puking in my sheets What's wrong with my head? What's wrong? What's wrong with my head? What's wrong? Lights go darker, balance falters Breathing slows down, hit by black Pull myself out from this Self-hate defines me, show me bliss I'll fucking beat this, dig deep inside Now find the backbone and hold on tight Identify the culprit, it looks so fucking sad It's time to end this, shut it down Pull yourself together man, I don't need this as my brand I can't believe I've been a slave unto this potion I don't need this, shut it down