Am I dreaming? Am I dead? Constant struggle in my head Need this comfort, need release A paradise where I can rest in peace This time I can control My fate this world once stole Retake my own fate Grab a rope and grab a chair Feet are going in the air May seem careless, may seem weak Not your approval I hope to seek Left a notebook saying why I did it all over there Who am I kidding? No one ever seemed to care Any impact I had will just fade away Everybody says you can do anything as a young man Even though I tried, this was the one thing that I could plan Enjoy the ramen I had stashed away