Abandon meant (Never) Abandon meant (Losing You) Abandon meant (Now) Abandon meant (All that I know) Abandon meant (Never) Abandon meant (Losing You) Abandon meant (Now) Abandon meant (But you're gone) And I'll never say goodbye I believe indefinitely Your heart insinuated Sleepless Nights I have With this restless Mind of mine Leave me So lost and all alone The grief in my lungs Fill them up with glass I can't breathe now And I won't I can feel your bones and they're Breaking Filled with pain just like my broken Heart Abandon meant Abandon meant Abandon meant Abandon meant And all I know are four letter words and all of them spell pain I'll see you in hell By the end of the night (Because you're taking your own life) I'd miss out on heaven Just to look in your eyes The sky is a new shade of gray 'cause (It's been wrong for so many years) I don't understand how you feel (When it's right I'm not okay) Nothing (Take away all sense of safe) You have always been the song in my (You weren't there when she died) The song in my heart (You weren't there to say goodbye, and now she filed over the rainbow) And I will always sing, sing along I just wanted to hold you as you died Just wanted to stare into your eyes Tell you that I love you one last time But you know that you were my whole life But you're gone (And there's nothing left to say) You're gone (It will never be the same) I will never ever see you again (Don't say goodbye to me) Never fucking see you again (Can't remember remembering) I didn't want you to die alone I didn't want you to die unloved I just wanted your hand to hold I just wanted to be your someone (You have always been the song in my heart) Cross my heart And hope to die I would give you My fucking life in a heart Beat To save you I only want to give you the best Now Rest In Peace