And I swear to God, I I swear to God I held you with me, you were still And I swear to God, I I swear to God, I begged I'd lose myself in you For every year since we last spoke I am less myself than I could know Here's to my resent my heart and absent soul And I remember through my doubt, and I remember through my doubt You wouldn't leave, you wouldn't leave You'll never know just what you swore you saw in me I cannot breathe, I swear I just can't breathe And I remember through my doubt, and I remember through my doubt You wouldn't leave my side I remember through my doubt, you wouldn't leave my side I remember through my doubt, you wouldn't leave my side Now you're the only faith I begged I'd lose before my mind I remember through my doubt, you wouldn't leave my side Now you're the only faith I begged I'd lose before my mind I remember through my doubt, you wouldn't leave my side Now you're the only faith I begged I'd lose before my mind I remember through my doubt, wouldn't leave my side