In your dreams she's calling you home
You try to ignore her because you know I'm too good to let go
But beyond your body there's a beautiful soul
And she already knows
I never knew someone like I know you but she knows you better
I never knew that love in it's purest form won't
Change like the weather but is constant and true
Am I a fool for giving up on you?
And I, I don't want to make the universe mad at me
Yeah you mean everything to me
But the term is another world
One hundred eighty and five
One hundred eighty and five
One hundred eighty and five
Reasons are keeping me awake
Keeping me awake tonight
(Breathe me in, I'll breath you out)
(Breathe me in, I'll breathe you out)
When she is something you're everything else
And sometimes I wish I could dissolve myself
Isn't it ironic that I feel the same when you say
The six letters of her name
But a little bit toxic
All these numbers they're driving you crazy
I feel her spirit every way we go
And I believe that god knows it better than we do
So I have to let go just because I love you
And I, I don't want to make the universe mad at me
Yeah you mean everything to me
But the term is another world
One hundred eighty and five
One hundred eighty and five
One hundred eighty and five
Reasons are keeping me awake
Keeping me awake tonight
(Hold on, hold on)
(Breathe me in I'll breathe you out)
(Hold on, hold on)
(Breathe me in I'll breathe you out)
And she's the one that brings you back to yourself
The one that forces you to be brave enough to look in the mirror
And even if you can't see it now one day you can see it clearer
That it's not about her, it's a little bit blurred
Why your prayers won't be heard
If you're longing for her then you long for yourself
Ain't nobody will unterstand
No one to confirm you, nobody to turn to
Some will judge and you have to learn how to trust yourself and god
However you may call him
Cause he's nothing but love
And he catches if you're falling
Listen when I say at the end will be ok
Just the one that goes throuh the pain can attain
True freedom without those chains
This can be eden
We are all even
Thank you for breathing
This is the reason why
And she's the one that brings you back to yourself
The one that forces you to be brave enough to look in the mirror
And even if you can't see it now one day you can see it clearer
That it's not about her, it's a little bit blurred
Why your prayers won't be heard
If you're longing for her then you long for yourself
Ain't nobody will unterstand
No one to confirm you, nobody to turn to
Some will judge and you have to learn how to trust yourself and god
However you may call him
Cause he's nothing but love
And he catches if you're falling
Listen when I say at the end will be ok
Just the one that goes throuh the pain can attain
True freedom without those chains
This can be eden
We are all even
Thank you for breathing
This is the reason why
One hundred eighty and five
One hundred eighty and five
One hundred eighty and five
Reasons are keeping me awake
Keeping me awake tonight