I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain) Wearing these bruises like warpaint You know I feel no shame (no shame) Had enough playing these war games Twice you know I said it all Twice you know I fucked it up Tell me I'm good enough (please) I know, I'm not, I'm not But I'm in the deep end (uh-huh) I wanna fall in I can't make no promises I'm dealing with my own shit (yeah) In front of your headlights I'm in the spotlight We were heading nowhere I was giving you the last rites I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain) Wearing these bruises like warpaint You know I feel no shame (no shame) Had enough playing these war games I don't need to hear you're sorry All you ever did was stall me I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain) Wearing these bruises like warpaint, yeah (Wearing these bruises like warpaint) yeah Twice, you know you beat me up Twice, you know I shook it off Been tripping like sugar ray (oops) But not today, today (no) I'm in the deep end (uh-huh) I wanna fall in Nothing you will say can turn the past into the present (yeah) Digging the trenches (ya) Taking the punches (ouch) I get so fucked up, baby, I'm running out of options I could never explain Why these thoughts come into my brain, no I've been going insane Trying to change the way that I am (Keep calling my name) I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain) Wearing these bruises like warpaint (warpaint) You know I feel no shame (no shame) Had enough playing these war games I don't need to hear you're sorry All you ever did was stall me I said I feel no pain (no pain) Wearing these bruises like warpaint, yeah (Not today, not today) Wearing these bruises like warpaint (Not today, not today) Wearing these bruises like warpaint