If this is what rain on my skin feels like. I want to feel it forever, again and again. I thought it through: the same terrifying scenes In front of my closed eyes. I know I can't change Anything of this but I want you to untie the knot That holds me to the ground. Now I know, I am lost Without you. It's damn true, I feel useless without You. I watched my dreams die too many times. Please not this time. I promise I will never ever Beg again, if you decide to hold my hand. My expectations will always stay memories of Failures. That's why I wish you won't stay a Line in a song, but a part of my life. All my Time, I spend waiting and waiting for a light Like you. Your appearance shines brighter than Everything I've ever seen. You'd say I was Looking for someone to fall in love. The Fucking truth be told I was just searching Myself. What a beautiful problem. What a Beautiful nothing. Now it's me, on my knees. Alone and scared: I still hate these nights. You mean everything to me and you could Change the way I am, as I would fucking Let you do it.