You and I, we can't keep making the same mistakes over and over.
I know I let you down when you thought, I couldn't hurt you anymore
But it wasn't something that I've planned or something I did on purpose.
That's just my path and I keep moving on.
Remember when you said:
You need to think about everything I've done to you?
All the things I've done to you.
What's the fucking point of it, now?
Did you ever just fell asleep because you couldn't take your own way of thinking?
Did you ever try to reconstruct the things that run through your head during the moments, you spent with me?
I know you didn't.
And that's why everything was meant to fail, everything that we've built up through the last years.
I spent so much time,
To keep me from drowning deeper into that hole, you've kept digging.
It's tearing me apart,
That I've lost you in my life and I need to remove you from my mind to release me from the pain.
Memories find their own way into my head, they haunt me in my sleep and there's someone who's talking to me.
It's the sound I feared the most, but I don't question you anymore.
The things I've learned from you helped me to get over everything that time couldn't heal.
Now you're just a ghost like everbody else around me.
You've become something that I can't hold onto anymore.
I cut my hands off to resist the need to feel your breath on my fingers.
You will never know what your love meant to me because you never listened, anyway.