She had the window and i had the aisle She looked twenty-five but she was shakin' like a child When we took off I looked over and clutched in her hands There was a cactus in a coffe can She was holdin' that thing like it was all she had She smiled at me but i could tell she was sad Somewhere over denver i asked her her name She said elena then told me she came from santa fe She ordered a drink and a wall came down Yeah she started talkin' and pain poured out She told me a story i'll never forget She had me in tears when she looked at me and said My mom's first love was crack She made her livin' lyin' on her back She gave me away on the day that i was born She said the last ten years i spent trackin' her down It just don't seem fair that when i finally found her She was almost gone We had two weeks together to laugh and to cry Two weeks to say hello and goodbye She gave me this cactus said it's kinda like me It'll hurt you to hold it but it blooms every spring She said i'm on my way back to new mexico Was gonna scatter her ashes where the desert winds blow But