I'm still trying, I'm still trying
To get out of this bed
I'm still trying, I'm still trying
To love myself instead
I'm still trying, I'm still trying
But there's no escape
I'm still trying, I'm still trying
I've been dying, I've been dying
To get this weight off my chest
It's been so long since I've had a
Chance to get some rest
I'm not myself
I see it in the mirror and
You just can't tell
Cause this dust is all around me
It's where I sleep, it's in the air
That my lungs provide me
It's a constant reminder of
Where I am and where I need to be
I've been buying, I've been buying
My way into all this debt
Cause I can't finish what I started
And the past I have won't let me forget
I can't stop thinking about the past
And how I hate the way I act
I'm not myself
Cause this dust is all around me
It's where I sleep, it's in the air
That my lungs provide me
It's a constant reminder of
Where I am and where I need to be
Oh you brush it away but it's there the next day
It builds and it builds but it has no reason to stay
It's the only thing that I can count on these days
As I'm digging deeper, dirt keeps pouring in
The walls are closing and I can't stop shaking
My time is fleeting, my lungs are to the ceiling
And I can't stop, won't stop this helpless feeling
(I still believe)
It's my soul and it won't stop screaming
It's my heart and it won't stop beating
(I still believe)
They're my lungs and they won't stop breathing
It's my love and it won't stop feeling
(I still believe)
It's my soul and it won't stop screaming
It's my heart and it won't stop beating
(I still believe)
They're my lungs and they won't stop breathing
It's my love and it won't stop feeling
Cause this dust is all around me
It's where I sleep, it's in the air
That my lungs provide me (provide me)
It's a constant reminder of
Where I am and where I need to be
Oh you brush it away but it's there the next day
It builds and it builds but it has no reason to stay
It's the only thing that I can count on these days
It's my soul and it won't stop screaming
It's my soul and it won't stop screaming