I cannot sleep,
Nor can I breath
I keep falling
I keep falling
Repeat the same torture again and again
Again and again.
Set me free
Before my demons overcome me.
All these feelings are foreign
And I hate to feel this.
I hate to feel me,
I hate myself
And I begin to hate the world around me
And I always swore myself
To never feel like this
Look me in my eyes
Tell me this is real.
Look me in my eyes
Can't you see how I feel?
This won't be everything
This won't be all I give
How can I crawl back
How can I crawl back by myself?
I'll force you to cut your name on my chest.
Life got it's meaning on the day
I looked in your eyes for the first time,
Life lost it's meaning on the day
You said goodbye.
I lay down on my rooms floor
Pretending to be in your bed
With your head resting on my chest
How we used to.
I am still questioning myself
Was it all worth it?
Was it all worth it?
What if this story had a different end?
A different end.