Even now When there's someone else who cares When there's someone home who's waiting just for me Even now when I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs And I wonder what to do so she won't see Even now When I know it wasn't right And I found a better life than what we had Even now I wake up crying in the middle of the night And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad Even now When I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now When I come shinin' through I swear I think of you And how I wish you knew Even now