Yeah
Are we codependent, who knows the best
When it's open-ended?
Unfocused lenses, I'm blurry
Love is blind, and we're stuck in time, it's no hurry, yeah
On his face, it's hard to say I'm not worried
But it's all a journey, right?
No, baby, she don't want me
Pick your poison, she comes to haunt me
I'm so, I'm so insecure
If it's not for you, then I hope it's not me, love
'Cause I been feeling fucked up for a good minute
All these vices affect my mindset
I mean, it's why I'm so indecisive
I fucked it all up, it's all in my head
I mean, I'm so gone, can hardly find it
It's all just drunk sex, you're fucking upset
And I'm just waiting for y'all to jump ship
I'm so fucked up
You're all I'm thinking about
Still feel your name in my mouth
And I hate it
There's just something about it
She like to throw me out (throw me out)
Living's nothing without it
That's why I'm holding out (holding out)
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I keep looking for something but come up with nothing
She kept all my feelings, but pressing my buttons
These tired discussions all day
Been putting me out when it's paired with the nun
I'm just tryna function, so stuck in my ways
And that's something I'm tryna get used to
The past still coming up and haunting the new moons
Shit, I ain't changed a bit
Been, two months since I saw a brighter place
Too young to be hung on minor things
Cool, calm, but it's all that I could take
Swear, I found a way, think I might explain
Too long, but you're scared of my mistakes
I'm sorry, but I swear I found a way
If you got something you tryna say, say it
I'm just a thousand miles away
There's just something about it
She like to throw me out (throw me out)
Living's nothing without it
That's why I'm holding out (holding out)
There's just something about it
She like to throw me out (throw me out)
Living's nothing without it
That's why I'm holding out (holding out)