Black cloth wrapped around your neck, pull it Cover up your face, mask on, breathe slow, you the big dog Half off, all of my estate Got enough up on my plate, bury me inside an 80's sears catalogue, ayy Bleeding heavy through the gloves Light sensitivity a little higher than it was Hands shaking harder every minute, every hour Trying not to touch my face, getting blood inside my eyes It's a Sunday bloodbath, half past 5 And the streets filled with death, don't know how I'm still alive Heavy is the hand on the button pushing lies Said it's safe to go outside if you hand sanitize 'Cause they don't care if we die long as they get paid Living penthouse life, while we work to the grave Getting spit on daily making minimum wage And my mom just coughed, when I thought we were safe But it ain't safe now and it won't be When this all calms down will you hold me? Put the mask down, walk away slowly Let it all go All I want is any other day Walking on a rope that's bound to break Watching as the time is turned to pain When my chest sunk hearing the message well that's okay While I'm walkin' I'm claustrophobic I'm crossin' over, y'all close for comfort Check the news and they postin' numbers Where the gov'ment? Y'all owe us somethin' Wear the glove and I make it fit Take some time but don't take a trip Say, "fuck your protest, fuck the POTUS", can't take your shit Where's the love I see greed, y'all really trouble me Joblessness doubling, what's your priority though? I value health over wealth Guess I'm in the minority though If you got food on your table I ain't got no sympathy You should reopen your mind It ain't about you, what an epiphany Think of my family I'm hopin' they fine I'm just calling to check in Said you lost your direction Thought that I had too But who has one to begin with When every road is a dead end Every soul is indebted Solitude is indefinite Horsemen and we headless More dead every second Sometimes we just need someone to say that we'll get through this Repeat that shit like a mantra Record that shit then I loop it Trade a chain for some prayer beads Still cold in a different way Sandalwood but it weighs on me Through my thumbs I can feel the grain ♪ It's a Sunday bloodbath, half past 5 And the streets filled with death, don't know how I'm still alive Heavy is the hand on the button pushing lies Said it's safe to go outside if you hand sanitize 'Cause they don't care if we die long as they get paid Living penthouse life, while we work to the grave Getting spit on daily making minimum wage And my mom just coughed, when I thought we were safe But it ain't safe now and it won't be When this all calms down will you hold me? Put the mask down, walk away slowly Let it all go ♪ Holding onto backwards little metaphors Stuck inside a hospital, I've never been that medical, but It's funny how a life can be so mechanical Like breathing apparatus just to keep you live and tangible It's times like these when we need a little mothers touch But these days a touch is much like a gunshot And 2020 is the year that kisses kill But it's fairly evident that touch has never equaled feel