I've been on to you As an adolescent I eagerly watched you bruise I've always felt consumed by an air as thick as fever All the way through my childhood Even today your birthmark burns In a sunshine haze you stay vulnerable God knows I've felt like death I get excited by the prospect of it I am elated in the twilight My sex is loaded God knows My lips love misery You're no longer at ease With keeping vivacious company You've been working the dirt Exhuming the silence A primitive violence Your slick doom is seeping through Even today your birthmark burns In a sunshine haze you stay vulnerable God knows I've felt like death I get excited by the prospect of it I am elated in the twilight My sex is loaded God knows My lips love misery God knows I've felt like death I get excited by the prospect of it I am elated in the twilight My sex is loaded God knows My lips love misery