She said, "No-one's worth the saline" Between her legs a frozen river Well I used to lie between those thighs But the growing cold forced open my eyes Winter's visions now defeat me Deplete me Delete me Something all beautiful must come Exploding reloading revelation Giving me power, razing my fears Reviving my demons, let them draw near Firey forge for broken souls Hammering grinding making me whole You've got your reasons, playing your role But I fuck for freedom, give me control You should never raise a private god No matter how well she wields a rod From the pedestal of my design She will keep me squirming on the line Still these nylon ties defeat me Deplete me Delete me Something all beautiful must come Exploding reloading revelation Giving me power, razing my fears Reviving my demons, let them draw near Firey forge for broken souls Hammering grinding making me whole You've got your reasons, playing your role But I fuck for freedom, give me control I didn't know the flesh could bruise like that I didn't know a jaw could hang so slack I never saw your hands coiled up to swing Until my body sang with pain's sweet sting Miles and miles of tightening skin Creases that rise with a smile Heartbeat to heartbeat our nerves meet within Singing us over denial My body screams for more Your flower's an open sore The rubber's flecked with blood You draw me back into the bud Writhing oblivious to pain I plug myself into your mains Our flesh conducts every pulse Circuits completed, limbs convulse