This thing has run its course I'm exhausted, I'm pregnant with silence My dreams run endless scenes of sex and violence I'm breaking the girl who doesn't exist Fabrication for elation with a psychotic twist Although my ears hear choirs and my eyes see flowers The space in between is beseiged by dark powers Nature's violence inspires us to erupt off the cuff Undercurrents unrelentlessly bruising, losing ground With your fingers on my spine and my head wide open It's easy to see what this means to me With no gaurantee that we can relate You can forget nature in harmony Rivers rush through and carve their own destinies It's inescapable and your blood flood did the same to me All valves pumping sumptious tyranny Your hands became glorious claws that left me raw Spreading deep beneath the pores And soul flaws are exposed when clothes are disposed Skin glows, eyes roll I'm bruising, losing ground With your fingers on my spine and my head wide open I freeze time in my mind and rewind With no guarantee that she'll do the same, no Lying on the storeroom floor with your face in my neck Breathing my scent to life 'Cause all I ever wanted from you Was a line of your hell Slice of your heaven Lying on the storeroom floor with your face in my neck Breathing my scent to life 'Cause all I ever wanted from you Was a line of your hell Slice of your heaven A pen bent to my hand, I stand on the edge of the Vaal Watching the weir steer beercans through the roiling roar As the debris shoots free, I see myself in it's place Body pummeled by the tumult, lungs expolde in the green-grey Stone choked, branch-spoked current of shame My mind is channeled through the falls in this self-indulgent vein I remain the same ape when you draw back the drapes All my years bring no escape I'm bruising, losing ground With your fingers on my spine and my head wide open She's playing me, fingernails still flaying me I'm just praying for a second of doubt, yeah Lying on the storeroom floor with your face in my neck Breathing my scent to life 'Cause all I ever wanted from you Was a line of your hell Slice of your heaven Lying on the storeroom floor with your face in my neck Breathing my scent to life 'Cause all I ever wanted from you Was a line of your hell Slice of your heaven Lying on the storeroom floor with your face in my neck Breathing my scent to life 'Cause all I ever wanted from you Was a line of your hell Slice of your heaven Lying on the storeroom floor with your face in my neck Breathing my scent to life 'Cause all I ever wanted from you Was a line of your hell Slice of your heaven