I'm losing sight of my on life And I can feel it all suddenly slip away, away (Like sand it's pouring, fate's unfolding) And I can't stand how I left myself again Save me cuse I'm not okay And I'm only one to blame But I"m not looking for sympathy 'Cause this ain't who I wanna be Tell me what have i become? And how could I male you fell so cold? I've got to live with this in my hole life If you were me you'd wanna die I"m counting the days that I lay in this grave I dug myself with the decision I made, I made (Heartbeat flat-lined, dead or alive) And I'm just sick of it all I'm through with the person that I've been for so long And I know that I was wrong And I know that I was wrong I ran away and turned my back on life What will they say when I day? What have I've become? How can I face everyone? And how could I make you fell so cold? I've got to live with this for my hole life So tell me what, what have I become And after all(it's just not worth it) My walls come down (As my future's burning) As I hang my head I won't let myself down again, yeah But I'm not looking for sympathy 'Cause this ain't who I wanna be Tell me, what have I become? (what have I become?) And how could I make you fell so cold I've got to live with this in my hole life So tell me what, what have I become?