I wish I was numb From this situation Then maybe I'd Be a better friend I wish it was done The contact amputation Then maybe you'd Have an extra hand I hope that one day you'd come back And realize how it should have been I never meant no harm I hope that someday we start again And not get under our skin It was tearing us apart I never meant to hurt myself I never meant to hurt your ego I drink to forget all my problems But wind up calling you instead I wish you told me your intentions Stop being a selfish man I know you'rе somewhere in Hawaii I'm trying to not cavе in I seem to have lost Every good intention Your circuitry Is wearing thin You must have misplaced Every form of patience God forbid I miss your face I hope that one day you'd come back Watch all the madness disappear Instead of packing your bags to run I hope that someday the bomb shell You've dropped in this playing field Doesn't hit no one I never meant to hurt myself I never meant to hurt your ego I drink to forget all my problems But wind up calling you instead I wish you told me your intentions Stop being a selfish man I know you're laying in some hostel I'm trying to not cave in I'm sorry I was so desperate I called you up at 4 am I liked you better in Hawaii At least nothing was happening