I'm the oldest sibling, I'm so happy My parent's mistakes rubbed off on me Don't want kids, spend too much time Raising younger members of my family line I got gifts like prying question A lifetime dose of manic depression Spend my youth in a fever Either being bare minimum or overachiever Ruthless standards, brute forces Self-esteem from external sources I will work all day and night Love comes from accolades and validation, right? I'm the oldest sibling, I'm so happy My parent's mistakes rubbed off on me Don't want kids, spend too much time Raising younger members of my family line Condition for ambition Generational traumas, a family tradition Look up to me? Weird decision Given I can't even finish lyrics to this song