Hearing shit they say about me though I know
Everybody makes mistakes you shake it off and then you grow
Hearing questions bout a tour or if I'm heading on the road
All these dudes in the way hating on a nigga flow
Do you keep it real with niggas?
Do you write your own rhymes?
Do you have a girlfriend and a side at the same time?
Do you remember we related?
Remember that you my cousin?
I clearly don't remember, half of y'all niggas be frontin'
Do you smoke? Do you drink? Thinking my past is luck up
And lies spread about me really had a nigga fucked up
But through all the commotion, I haven't said a thing
Kept my mouth still for real clearly grew up with things
I know that man hurtin', shit that break-up was perfect
Brought me back to Earth, mind was on a different surface
Connects I was losing, myself I was foolin'
Slacking on my career cause a piece of pussy was ruling, shit
My dad kept me cool, Nana made be strong
Although my uncle gone through me he gone live on
I'm praying that I live long. Do you think that I will?
Have a ton of money so I leave my kids up in my will?
Do you believe that shit? So I just sit back quick
At night I take a knee and pray for them that's real shit
It'd probably be different if I just knew you
But I ain't frontin' bout nothing believe me
Do you?
2, too many people all up in my business
Too many niggas talk, but when I see them in person, attitude switches
Too many hoes, too many playas, too many fakes
Want to pick an escape, but shit there's just too many states
Too many bitches fell up in my direction
Too many meaning a lot, that's way too many erections
Too many times thought I'd get signed and not a call
I was receiving not believing my timing was off
Went through too many brakes, was setting too many traits
But in my last, kept it G, like my first name was Blake
I had too many sleepless nights
Too many times was in the dark up in my crib cause no money for lights
Too many times dad was selling that rock
Too many times where I see my mother up on that block
Not too many people home wish a nigga would blow
And not too many times that shit hit me in my soul, uh
Two niggas ride one nigga died and got popped
Retaliation got uncle 5 and that girl shot
Too many wakes too many children that grow
Without their fucking parents, abandoned and living poor, listen
I take the leading way followers take the same route
Accomplishing what I was born to do while you niggas doubt
Can give a fuck about if you think you care where I came from
Or think another reason where I got my name from
You feeling that I'm vein
I had all this shit deep in my brain
You can bet all the odds I'll be the same
I hate this bullshit up in the game, this shit ain't the same
I dedicate this for, for everybody saying I was cool
For people that believed in me when I was making moves
For everybody in my section
For my family, for the man upstairs with the gift to be a deadly weapon
Things ain't the same how it should be
Though I'm standing right here don't overlook me, look
I'd rather vent instead of asking for help
So I thank all of y'all cause I ain't do it myself, That's Real
I want to start off by thanking the man upstairs, I want to thank my dad
My mother, everybody in my family, my grandmother, all my aunts
Lots of love to my little sister Nariya, my brother Jaheim, Destiny, all y'all
R.I.P to my uncle Mikey, love you man, miss you
Shout out to my little cousins love y'all all
Big thank you to the best managers in the world, the Watson Brothers
Noah, love you my niggs, Big shout out to my producer Jeremy J, My homie Tommy
Victoria, Trav, Cav, my homie David, my niggas Chris and Al, my homie Mo Cheddar
My nigga Sam Dog, Moma Cloe I love you woman, your the coolest in the world
My nigga Midget Matt, that nigga's hilarious. Know what I mean
CJ, Jo Boo, my nigga streets, my nigga whale, my nigga flaw, all y'all man
Big shout out to all my niggas back home. Shane, Keys, Book, Brandon
Everybody that rock with the little nigga man you know what I mean my niggas Dells in Rhode Island
My nigga D.P, my nigga killa, Lenny, Dennis The OG, Birdo, Cocco, my nigga Sin
All my niggas back home in P.A, Polo, Cheese, all y'all niggas
Shout out to my nigga Mo. My nigga Ed Rike hold your head man, love you my nigga
Big shout out to my big homie Braz, love you my nigga
Luxury is the life, nice. Ya Heard. My nigga Pudge
Big shout out to my big brother, Marley P
My nigga sky till I die Memphis baby!
Sam Watson, thats the OG right there, love you man. Know what I mean
Just everybody that came and supporting the kid man, thats been rocking with me from day 1
I love all of y'all. And all the haters, hating on the kid I appreciate it
It just motivates me, because I know you want to be where I'm at
I'm only human so any mistakes I make in life just know that I'm learning from them
Don't judge me. Don't judge us just love us, and if you judge me, fuck you
Even though I'll still love you probably
It's been said a lot of things about me, really I don't care what's been said a lot of things about me
Cause I don't give a fuck
Signing off - Jah-Youth, I love y'all!