I wake up in hell every day of my life Simultaneously in pain but feel nothing inside Trapped in my head like a fucking prison Now I'm scared to close my eyes Now I'm scared I won't survive Now I'm scared I won't survive this battle War rages on inside my head Spent so much time wrestling with mortality Maybe I'm better off dead Maybe I'm better off dead Than living in this hell Maybe I'm better off dead Than living in this hell Can't spend the rest of my life Trapped inside this cell Maybe I'm better off dead Than living in this hell