Consumed by the life around me My bones are flooded Clothed in suffering Trying to pacify the ones around me I've looked forward to the emptiness Dawning on me entirely It seems we've all been here before Dreaming of a desolate departure I've given up and I'm not sorry You were right the first time You told me it's better off this way Petrified at best Cast me out Place me in My void of decay I've endured I've endured I've endured Enough of this agony Wading in the fever Waiting for my time to come Death relieves us all Depraved I accept the end Kill all my thoughts And numb everything Hold me under Hold me under Hold me under Hold me under