Staring through empty eyes
Feeling sick and cold inside
Not one sense of hope for me
Leave me alone just leave me be
Threw my life right down the drain
To find a vice to numb the pain
All I found was more suffering
Wish I could undo these things
Never had a fucking choice
Though this rage I found my voice
Anguish roamed inside my head
Without this I would be dead
Couldn't bury the fucking past
Every bridge I burnt down fast
Filled my mind with guilt and shame
Violent anger hate and rage
Hurt the ones I love the most
Stay away don't get too close
Might just drag you down with me
Never had a choice you see
Never had a fucking choice
With this rage I found my voice
Anguish roamed inside my head
Without this I would be dead