I had God on my side even when I wasn't that's crazy I was the average joe tryna depends on and got lazy Fooled me once, fooled me twice did the same with let it break me Now I look back at the pain and that heartbreak and it made me. Just maybe I hate it when I wake up and check my phone knowing i should say a prayer first All that god ain't real shit I can't condone kuz a nigga really know that prayer works They don't need a reason to wanna take you off that throne you gotta love it how a hater works And I don't wanna drown but right now I'm on my own... And I'm putting favor first Came a long way from the mele Craigs in the chain nigga every day day (NA) Brodi got caught with the beam not an AK Cops on the scene or he woulda did the Tay-K Hit his jpay in the pen that's a payday Pray he come home mind right from the vacay God wishing i would make time I just wish he had FaceTime I'd tell him turn his camera to the gate to see the wait time. Do the ballers skip line? I'd ask to see Taylor for the first time Screen blurry from my tears and the WiFi Screenshot it at the worst time Them send it to ma He ain't gotta why it's on pause he know it all I know you drove the car home when I dozed off I know you humbled me when I started to show off But when somebody die we gotta do a roll call Just hoping they logged off It's an evil world we live in Got me scared for the future but my girl want children Should I do it should I not It's a hard decision Full speed on my path though Granny praying for me Willing it last though When her grand-baby out here like Castro Have a threesome Saturday and miss church like an asshole I dont wanna drift I don't wanna trip If I step backwards Ima slip on all this drip Groupies on the list Feeling like we won the ship Ain't prayed in a week But I feel like I'm the Shit Soon as it goes bad I'm a nomad This money comes fast But it don't last Head in the clouds and my faith on 100 He ain't gon give it to even when you wanna it Baby I don't wanna Drown But church folk hate it when my kind around But there's niggas like me on every side of town Sunday morning I be laying down But i don't wanna Drown Tryna shed this little light i found The little light of mine This is my type of sound Till they put me in that ground Nigga don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna drown... Hold on wait cuz. I like the cover and all but JESUS AINT WHITE CUH