Desolate, where I come from
It's so cold that you become numb (Yeah)
Bums getting bold off a puddle of rum
The boredom, it becomes you, it's nothing for fun
You better hope your family love you
Cause the streets don't care how you handle the struggle
Responsibilities that you can't even juggle (nah)
Weighing down 'til you pinned like you buried in rubble
I'm bout to argue with the cashier (Cmon bitch)
It's 2019 and you only take cash here? (Cmon)
I ain't learn from mistakes I made last year (6-0, 6-0)
I seen the epidemic from my state out to Mass yeah
Momma so disappointed
So close, my home wasn't avoided
The game is played with all foul rules
Let me sing to you my small town blues, like (Cmon, cmon)
What's a couple teardrops falling in a rainstorm?(Cmon, cmon)
My whole aura is cloudy (Cmon, cmon)
Outside looking in you wonder why I️ got this pain for (Cmon, cmon)
But you know nothing about me (Cmon, cmon)
And if you rapped like me, then you prolly sing the same song (Cmon, cmon)
But you'd be wrong to doubt me (Cmon, cmon)
And I️ would still be blue if I️ had a couple chains on
Fuck wit me it gets rowdy
Born in a place you never heard of (Never)
From where the drugs killing people more than murder (Yeah)
Being me where I'm at hardly exists (Yeah)
The white folks carry guns like it's Texas (Yeah)
From where the Democrats should prolly vote Republican (Yeah)
Rich kids go to lakes for the summers and (Yeah)
Christmas stopped at age twelve (Facts)
I'm first generation American so we could not relate well (Senegal, yup)
For years I️ have been depressed, I live in pain (True)
My Mom and Pops are still in love, I️ can't complain (How)
What's a couple tears in the rain
I️ count my blessing and become ashamed
And I️ ain't tryna dramatize it (Nah)
I'm bothered by it
When the snow falls it gets awfully quiet
I'm gaining weight too, I️ should go on a diet
The effect that's had, it's hard to quantify it (Damn)
I'm working too much, I'm losing touch
Walk wit a limp before I use a crutch
At 12 years old I could fuse a Dutch (Facts)
And now I use too much, I'm never sober (Never sober)
I'm getting colder, don't even try getting over (Never)
You can't finesse me If it's no trust
And as I growed up, I learned how to give no fucks
I keep my nose up to those tryn control us
It's ATS nigga (Yea)
What's a couple teardrops falling in a rainstorm?
My whole aura is cloudy (Aura is cloudy)
Outside looking in you wonder why I️ got this pain for
But you know nothing about me (They wonder why)
And if you rapped like me, then you prolly sing the same song
But you'd be wrong to doubt me (Same song)
And I️ would still be blue if I️ had a couple chains on
Fuck wit me it gets rowdy (Gets rowdy)