If we're being honest I thought you would've cared a little more And if we're being honest, I- I think I lost myself trying to love you And if we're being honest I think I'm tired of feeling so down all the time I think I'm ready to be happy But I guess I need to learn how to do that on my own And if we're being honest, I think I'm- I think I'm finally starting to feel good And it feels good to feel good again And if we're being honest I think I'm always gonna wonder why it took me so long to start believing in myself To start to really ask for help To start pouring the love into myself that I always saved for someone else Well, if we're being honest This is a good place to start