I wanna wake up From the rattlesnake nightmare I've been living, I've been living If you could even call this living Living without you I betray myself this time of night Why am I like this? Baby, it's because I'm too afraid To face my reality without you Reality without you I looked for you in every bottle And still couldn't find you I pray for you in downward spirals I never could figure you out Never could figure you out Year after year you drifted away Off in the distance Silently adjusting Your way out of my life Out of my life I looked for you in every bottle And still couldn't find you My pentagram, my Holy Bible I never could figure you out Never could figure you out I see you in psychotic daydreams And still never knew You send me into manic upswings I never could figure you out Never could figure you out Never could figure you out Never could, never could