His arms stretch longer than the road
He sees all what's hidden in the folds
Full presence when you think you're alone
I don't know when I'll be home
The shell I created on my own
Repeals all's what intangible
Same old routines
Confronting insecurities
All on my own
Protect what's owed
Give it what he wants
Can't escape what rots
Forced to expose ugly
Chaos in its wake
Torn apart from chemicals that cause people to break
Too much relaxing and not enough focus
Think I can't do anything shut the fuck up
Even when I'm fucked up I can without a hook
Even if it's false it's still real enough to fool ya
And I know if I keep relying on it it can be the end
An end that doesn't justify the means
To slowly kill my body
The only thing I can't do is take an step and look
Is it something you need to help get through the night?
'Cause when the persona stop it helps blind you to the light
Helps me forget all ties I've cut out
I'm mourning people who I can always reach
Close ties broken by their immortal leech
All projections a false pitch
I made better and closer friends but
Why can't I still get the scars off me?
I hold on
It's like grease at my fingertips
Overarching reach
Come take me
Overarching reach
Coarse through the fluids
Overarching reach
Consume
Overarching reach
In my dreams your alive and
Running all around
Real to me
You won't try to run around and kill me
In my dreams your alive
Tears of joy
In these moments I love to serenade you
Like you do in my life
Every night you're there to help drift me
I love you like a persona
But
You try
You always try to break me
It will the end if you're not real
You're not real to me
You will not break me