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And i know you appreciate
When i try
I swear that i'm still here trying wait
I'm sorry the page is blank
But i just cant move today
Just can't get out my head
Scared of the things i'll obliterate
I stay in my bed
I know what you saw today
That's not me, i promise
I need time, okay
Could you spare, a little bit of it
I know what you saw today
That's not me, i promise
I need time, okay
Could you spare, a little bit of it
Someone to tell the truth to
I don't even care about looking like the real me
Dress so confident, but i'm crying bout the look
Out of stock, out of self, then i bought into the feeling
Block out the feeling
Blocked out, excluded
Emptiness forgotten,
Wholly secluded
But i dreamt it real last night
In the morning still true
Brought it back to life
What a terrible thing to do
What a terrible thing to do
What a terrible thing to do
And i know you appreciate
When i try
I swear that i'm still here trying wait
I'm sorry the page is blank
But i just cant move today
Just can't get out my head
Scared of the things i'll obliterate
I stay in my bed
I know what you saw today
That's not me, i promise
I need time, okay
Could you spare, a little bit of it
I know what you saw today
That's not me, i promise
I need time, okay
Could you spare, a little bit of it