Complained a lil too much about that summer heat
Try to walk outside in winter that's another feat
Not mine, got vibed, trying to not mind
Put on that jacket them kisses turn into frostbite real quick
Already missed Christmas
All heady and listless
Confetti, my distress
My bed feeling nice
I don't set no damn alarm uh, so comma comma
Schedule goner, but shaka shaka
Ima, hang ten for the ten days I ain't said nun
Not even to myself, I don't need no help, something got me in a rut
I think you can tell, if you cant, well that good and well
Take the L, to city by myself
Sitting in that place where we make a mess
Rah rah, used to ask me for the spliff, ma said where you at
Told him I am always down to split it, got a call from dad
Asking Shia can it hit, she thought I'd never ask
Hard to wonder what do I deserve?
Hard to fall asleep so I forget to curse
How to straight edge jacket, fuck this learning curve
Medea told me read the word, I'm not acting scared
Hard to wonder, harder to determine?
Ball my fist, and grind my teeth, I get to cursing
How to straight edge jacket, I remember swerving
Medea told me read the word, I was scaring Myself
Hard to wonder what do I deserve?
Hard to fall asleep so I forget to curse
How to straight edge jacket, fuck this learning curve
Medea told me read the word, I'm not acting scared
Hard to wonder, harder to determine?
Ball my fist, and grind my teeth, I get to cursing
How to straight edge jacket, I remember swerving
Medea told me read the word, I was scaring Myself
When I woke up I couldn't move
This body ain't really mine
All the time that I wouldn't use
That I wasted, and didn't mind
The days kinda stay the same
I know its a different life
Than when I was a youngin'
Always turn shit into something right
Worth it then I love it
Thats a hard conviction though
Eat sleep drink wipe ya ass and then pick ya nose
You put it all in a blessing
And say at least I'm not stressing
And say at least I'm not stressing
You put it all in a blessing
Pain gotta teach us a lesson
I fear it but don't listen
The fact that I sit in my own filth till the dope hitting
Don't cry I might fold with ya
When I try to console children
Lying to myself in my no caps notes written
You never saw me grow up
So when I show up
I let my head drop
Rest it on ya shoulder
Like I would've
If I could've
And if God really real why I couldn't?
Why I couldn't?
Hard to wonder what do I deserve?
Hard to fall asleep so I forget to curse
How to straight edge jacket, fuck this learning curve
Medea told me read the word, I'm not acting scared
Hard to wonder, harder to determine?
Ball my fist, and grind my teeth, I get to cursing
How to straight edge jacket, I remember swerving
Medea told me read the word, I was scaring Myself
Hard to wonder what do I deserve?
Hard to fall asleep so I forget to curse
How to straight edge jacket, fuck this learning curve
Medea told me read the word, I'm not acting scared
Hard to wonder, harder to determine?
Ball my fist, and grind my teeth, I get to cursing
How to straight edge jacket, I remember swerving
Medea told me read the word, I was scaring Myself
Hard to wonder what do I deserve?
Hard to fall asleep so I forget to curse
How to straight edge jacket, fuck this learning curve
Medea told me read the word, I'm not acting scared
Hard to wonder, harder to determine?
Ball my fist, and grind my teeth, I get to cursing
How to straight edge jacket, I remember swerving
Medea told me read the word, I was scaring Myself