They say its gonna rain but I never watch the news We plan our future so that we can say goodbye All the seconds we spend feeling alive, the moments we spend watching the waste of our lives Five more minutes 'til we break, cup of coffee and a new pack of cigarettes I go to the river, but I never get in the water 'cause its cold And you keep yelling how would you feel How would you feel if you look back and you knew that you held it all inside And how do you feel when you shut your mouth while you wanna say a word Oh you'd write a book if you could It's the fear, its the rage and the confusion outside Being alone where you don't have to hide