Started working out, Almost everyday Cut the drinking down, Except for Saturdays Cook and cleaning now Rice and veggies on my plate Took the mirrors down Still don't like seeing my face But I wanna get better No more crying myself to sleep I'm putting in effort Maybe next year I'll be healthy I'm trying to get better No more crying myself to sleep I'm putting in effort Maybe next year I'll be happy Maybe next year I'll be happy Started reaching out To all my old friends Instead of checking out And drinking at home again Started to write a song It's not done but at least I tried Put the mirrors up Finally can look myself in the eye But I wanna get better No more crying myself to sleep I'm putting in effort Maybe next year I'll be healthy I'm trying to get better No more crying myself to sleep I'm putting in effort Maybe next year I'll be happy Maybe next year ill be happy Oh I just wanna be happy Oh I just wanna be happy Oh I just wanna be happy What even is happy? Oh I just wanna be happy Will I ever be happy? Oh I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy