I think I've lost my mind for the thousandth time It's got me chewing on the barrel of this 45 Have I been on my shit? I feel so unalive I'm driving down the wrong road I took a one way flight I think I've lost my mind for the thousandth time It's got me chewing on the barrel of this 45 Please someone give me a light Or maybe show me a sign I lost a part of my soul I ain't been feelin right (Fuck) Take my breath away "I never ever wanna, never wanna see your face" You think I give a fuck anyway? I'm way too focused on my money I just wanna create Take my breath away I'm way too focused on my money I just wanna create Lay me down Six feet down Still inside my mind and screaming "gotta let go of me" The time was oh so nice But those are all just memories I'm chasing my goals See my friends turn to enemies Keep on caring about a goal Instead what I see in front of me Lay me down lay me down I think I've lost my mind for the thousandth time It's got me chewing on the barrel of this 45 Have I been on my shit? I feel so unalive I'm driving down the wrong road I took a one way flight I think I've lost my mind for the thousandth time It's got me chewing on the barrel of this 45 Please someone give me a light Or maybe show me a sign I lost a part of my soul I ain't been feeling right I think I've lost my mind for the thousandth time It's got me chewing on the barrel of this 45 Have I been on my shit? I feel so unalive I'm driving down the wrong road I took a one way flight I think I've lost my mind for the thousandth time It's got me chewing on the barrel of this 45 Please someone give me a light Or maybe show me a sign I lost a part of my soul I ain't been feelin right (Fuck) (Lay me down lay me down)