Lately I've been Hung up on my caveats Lost in thought It's a maze Puzzled, lost the plot Lately I've been Twisting up Some tangled knots I could mend things I'm thinking why not Tingles in my face Lockjaw Chewing teeth I believe It's my own fault (It's my It's my own fault) Feelings that I waste Hogtied by my bed In my room on my laptop I pay the price due What's a high to you? I pay the price due What's a high to you? I feel nauseous tugging on my self-esteem Stuff my face, beat my- My dog's off the leash Don't know what tough is No difference in my wants and needs I envy wicked deeds I binge I purge I rinse, repeat There's pounding in my heart All times of the day I believe it's my own fault (It's my it's my own fault) Feeling like I've lost All sense of belief Time to leave all my false gods I pay the price due What's a high to you? Pathetic life, dude What's a high to you? I pay the life's due What's a high to you? I pay the price due What's a high to you? Pray for me, this sheep is astray I'm grinding my teeth, I'm wasting away