3am sipping coffee, I feel alone when I'm around you the most You don't know that you hurt me Tears falling softly down the arm of my coat I'm not okay, I think i'm broken in my head But maybe that's why you were so upset And I know I, have to try my very best To keep on existing like this I might have to move to the country And tell all my friends that I'm dead Then maybe you'd read up about me And think really hard about what you said I'm not okay, I always try to say I am But lately my life is just such a mess I bought a car and drove it off a bridge To tell all my friends that I don't give a shit Almost moved like 10 times to Brooklyn You tripped on the sidewalk down on west 34th I can't believe you chose to live in New Jersey And you'll never leave you're 10 feet deep in the dirt I'm not okay, I don't need you to tell me that A swing and a miss with a baseball bat I bruised my rib, trying to prove that I can fly I keep my feet on the ground so you don't ask why I might have to move to the country And tell all my friends that I'm dead Then maybe you'd read up about me And think really hard about what you said I'm not okay, I always try to say I am But lately my life is just such a mess I bought a car and drove it off a bridge To tell all my friends that I don't give a shit