Um, to be honest I been avoiding like pretty much everybody
Like, I'm living life online
I don't know, just making music
I've been hurt and I've been scarred by you, by you
Can't fall in love, got me too fucked up to find someone new
I been taking medicine again to help me through this pain
But if I lose my mind, I'm going down in flames
I'm patching up my battle wounds
Because I don't wanna die in vain, in vain (fetch me their souls)
Before you know it, time moving fast
I wish I could slow it or live in the past
You can never control it without going bad
But you try and you own it, so you're really not mad
It was just like the other day, I spent place in a better place
Spending my time on the finer things, just tryna find my way
It seems like I been doing this everyday
I just can't find the words to say
Hoping that I find some better days real soon
I've been hurt and I've been scarred by you, by you
Can't fall in love, got me too fucked up to find someone new
I been taking medicine again to help me through this pain
But if I lose my mind, I'm going down in flames
I'm patching up my battle wounds
Because I don't wanna die in vain, in vain