Dying 4000 hours
Cause my heart lost its home
I been drinking over thinking
Roll a blunt to the dome
And i been losing all my feelings
Ate myself to the bone
And I don't want nobody near
Get out my face leave me alone
Staying up a thousand minutes
While i wait for a text
And people tell me that they love me
When I say I'm distressed
But when it comes to needing help
Bitch I dont got no one less
So please just leave me by myself
While i wait for my death
Dying 4000 hours
Cause my heart lost its home
I been drinking over thinking
Roll a blunt to the dome
And i been losing all my feelings
Ate myself to the bone
And I don't want nobody near
Get out my face leave me alone
Staying up a thousand minutes
While i wait for a text
And people tell me that they love me
When I say I'm distressed
But when it comes to needing help
Bitch I dont got no one less
So please just leave me by myself
While i wait for my death
People say they love me
But they lying to my face and
Im just really tired
Of the cheat and the fake friends
I just gotta lie hide my face and play pretend
They all tell me im enough
Called a bluff won't see me again
Really wanna fall in love
Not enough im all alone
Smoke a blunt
Got no text DND all on my phone
Just wanna girl to call my world
And call my home
And that's why waiting for the day
I'm going to write another song
I've been dying in my dreams
And I hate my fucking bed
Smoke too many blunts
And now I'm walking like I'm dead
Now I'm crying and screaming
For some peace and now I dread
Like every dream inside my thoughts
Like little bitch I hate my head
Barely even wanna live
Want my family to know I'm fine
I ain't sleeping barely eating
And i'm covered in the signs
Everybody do the same
So ain't no point in drawing lines
If you ate my core alive
Then If you hassle bitch i'm fine