These recent times have been so tough, I think that the distance has taken enough Your family, friends and the girl that you love Their hunting us down and they taken our tusks I started a life but didnt look at the cost These neutral thoughts and ive thrown them off I had no emotions I still fell inlove But the question now, Was i ever enough? She said that she'd wait she said that she'd stay She said that she'd never give up on this race She said that aslong as i love her its okay The fact im not there wont get in the way But now i see truth and i dont see you Im sat on my bed and i wish you was too Cause all of the things that we did and would do I dreamt of them and i thought you'd too The future was great I thought you and me would be a combination We'd go around and we'd visit places It dont matter where it can be the basics If im with you then thats what would make it Stuck now and im feeling anxious Im filled up on the pills im taken Im in a state of no operation Now wait, just wait, just take a deep breath and itll all go away The pain is just tempt dont expect it to stay The scars are okay and they'll soon just fade You pick up the blade and you draw okay No familiar face just familiar blades BPD so its not a phase Taking pills and i beg it fades So who's at fault for the reason we fell We like to blame others the story dont tell The picture in full that way it dont sell I know i still love you i know you can tell Dont wanna go back, to comment tu t'appelle Aide-moi et dis-moi ce que je peux faire I feel like id drop out of school i dont care To relive all the moments I'd turn and id catch you to stare So Sweetheart, darling, call you up and just hug me baby I see now what you gave me, i know that you're my lover baby Its often, i reminisce all the moments we had and wish i could turn time back The moments we held our hands, felt safe i swear ive never felt like that You can say its DTB but honestly i think that they were just hurt You just gotta be stronger show them what they mean, and the things that you think they deserve And it feels like a curse the way that they hurt, and you wish that it didnt occur But for me i would never go back and reverse she's special and it makes it her She said that she'd wait she said that she'd stay She said that she'd never give up on this race She said that aslong as i love her its okay The fact im not there wont get in the way But now i see truth and i dont see you Im sat on my bed and i wish you was too Cause all of the things that we did and would do I dreamt of them and i thought you'd too The future was great I thought you and me would be a combination We'd go around and we'd visit places It dont matter where it can be the basics If im with you then thats what would make it Stuck now and im feeling anxious Im filled up on the pills im taken Im in a state of no operation And i love that girl so much sometimes i just wish that i didnt meet her But i remember the days that i would smile, feel warm and cry when i see her I knew id leave but i spent more time fell inlove in a number of ways, I wish i could stay, was the first to betray Looking back at the memories i wish that it worked And yah its an empty feeling And yah its a hardway dealing But I can feel that im slowly healing And i can say that my souls retreating I just gotta do things to bring me back Gym, study and ofcourse the rap Im the man with the keys to fix this crap New start new life i can say im a cat Let me tell you i knew it was coming Its normal ive got to be honest Too soon and i wish i could stop it But i know we had problems The distance broke us Couldnt show our emotions Couldnt show our love Full of words and not enough actions Im not glad that you're gone it was fate Now im figuring out where's my place? And its better if its sooner than late Cause i saw alll the games that you play and the way that you changed And for you its a waste, But for me its a time that id never replace Now i think that im done with this song And this girl, its the end of the chase It used to be enough, just to be inlove But now you want more You said that you want the attention and touch, you're getting too bored I wish that it came my way to record, so now i could play All of our memories and things that we've done I wish we didnt wage our war I do miss you alot my love and i wish you'd call I wish we didnt fall And i wish you didnt let me go Yah I cant feel my soul its way too sore I cant feel my soul its way too sore