Bitch I'm wide awake
Life a game
Snakes and ladders how much time it take?
To get to the top
Don't wanna drop
I can't control my fate
And how many lie to my face?
And how many lyrics do I gotta write
Until I don't crumple the page?
I thinking bout choices
The ones I wish that I made
I listen to voices
The ones in the back of my head
The ones that act like your friend
Devil on my shoulder he want me dead
Going crazy cause I'm off of the meds
I'm making dollars ain't making no sense
Going crazy can't trust a soul
They got ulterior motives
Using whatever they can against you so I ain't showing emotions
She not on the pill I ain't got a mill so u know I'm using a trojan
You give me your word that's bond
We good till that bonds broken
We good like the weed I'm smoking
This that quads
I was at the bottom but I rolled the dice beat the odds
Everybody fake cant associate with these frauds
Everyday I wake up I thank god
Too many blessings
And I ain't really good at love so got too many ex's
Gotta watch my back, I learned my lesson
Little pill to suppress it
Just so I don't stress it
Gone in a blink of an eye that shit depressing
Tossing turning with my thoughts I can't sleep at all
When my lawyer call I hope that she can get me off
My momma see me through the glass I just broke the law
Homie got me when I fall thankful for my dawgs
Bitch I'm wide awake
Life a game
Snakes and ladders how much time it take?
To get to the top
Don't wanna drop
I can't control my fate
And how many lie to my face?
And how many lyrics do I gotta write
Until I don't crumple the page?
I thinking bout choices
The ones I wish that I made
I listen to voices
The ones in the back of my head
The ones that act like your friend
Devil on my shoulder he want me dead
Going crazy cause I'm off of the meds
I'm making dollars ain't making no sense