I wish your friends could see the real you
I wish your mom had just a little clue
About all the destruction you cause
About all the things you do for applause
I wish your bed would fall out from under you
I wish one day you wake up feeling blue
So you can finally see what it's like to long
For something more than just a heartbreaking song
I hate that it's your birthday
And I still want it in the worst way
I hate that I can't say I hate you
I hate that song you showed me
And all its hyperboles
But most of all I hate that I can't say I hate you
I hope you think of me when you think of mysteries
I hope you do something worse than the third degree
So you can finally face your biggest flaws
I'm kidding but I hope you're caught breaking the law
I hope one night you do something you regret
I hope one day you feel something you haven't yet
So you can finally see what it's like to hurt
And maybe you'll untuck that dumb t-shirt
I hate that it's your birthday
And I still want it in the worst way
I hate that I can't say I hate you
I hate that song you showed me
And all its hyperboles
But most of all I hate that I can't say I hate you
No no, I try, I try to do it
You're just, you're so amused
Yeah I can't, I can't say I hate you
No no, I try, I try to do it
You're just, you're so amused
Yeah I can't, I can't say I hate you
So things had been so weird between us
And I saw him out
And I was just like "Hey can we talk"
And he was like "I'm really high right now I don't know if I can"
And I was just like "Okay"
And then I call him and he's like
"I'm with the boys right now I can't talk"
And I'm just like it's everytime!
Like are you only down to talk when you're down to fuck
Right? It's so annoying. But
It's so annoying
But I just like, I like him so much still
Lilyyyyy
I knowwwww
I hate that it's your birthday
And I still want it in the worst way
I hate that I can't say I hate you
I hate that song you showed me
And all its hyperboles
But most of all I hate that I can't say I hate you
Most of all I hate that I can't say I hate you