The news dropped
And I'm blocked from the inside
Sitting in pitch black
Just waiting for myself to cry
Why does it feel too easy
Putting on a smile
It ain't like the movies
No sad music
Just pure silence now
It's like I split in two and they see one of me
How selfish I am to share the load
Gone too soon
An utmost tragedy
It's better if nobody knows, I'll deal the fatal blow
Don't let them see or I'll weep the whole world over
'Cause maybe then they'll let me fucking breathe
I need to see what's wrong with me
My hearts slow, but I'm breathing too fast
The world's in the wrong place
Feeling no type of way
Can't help but keep losing my trust
And I'll leave myself in the dust
Yeah, we'll put it all down to fate
Surely I'll see better days
Call myself an actor
They say it's nothing to cry about
Now I seem way more mild-mannered
The smile is lost but not yet found
It's like I skip two steps then go back three
Normal emotions aren't my thing, you see
Anything I'd do to get out
Get me out
It's a fucking ghost town, the busiest around
These thoughts that run past me
Can't help but let them keep me down
It's like I split in two and they see one of me
How selfish I am to share the load
Gone too soon
An utmost tragedy
It's better if nobody knows I'll deal the fatal blow
Don't let them see or I'll weep the whole world over
'Cause maybe then they'll let me fucking breathe
Dwell in the silence and it's crippling
Dwell in the silence and it's crippling
Dwell in the silence and it's crippling
I need to see what's wrong with me
My hearts slow, but I'm breathing too fast
The world's in the wrong place
Feeling no type of way
Can't help but keep losing my trust
And I'll leave myself in the dust
Yeah, we'll put it all down to fate
Surely I'll see better days