Been a minute, now I'm in it
Man I hope I don't lose myself
What the fuck
All a nigga need is a couple of the bucks
I been feeling rough, where the fuck should I just begin
Cause uh, I been feeling so alone
I don't know where I belong
I don't know just where I'm goin
But I'm goin uh
Pass me up on this rotation
I got so much shit left to say
Wolf creepin up on me lately, he making me crazy
He makin me think of my fate uh
Thinkin of all of the shit that been through
And all of the people that sit and begin to be
Anything other than something they not
Hold up a second, I'm havin spark
Somethin like genius I mean it's so much in my way
Wake in the mornin to start up my day
Put the black mirror in front of my face
Get my fill of the world and the weight that it got
Feel like I'm stuck in a spot
Well I just be in my head quite a lot
Don't get enough as it is, who I'm kiddin I guess
Holy shit what they did to the children, I guess
That's just one other story I got to scroll by
Fuck kind of man am I wastin my time
Am I man though, what that really mean
Feel like I'm caught in between
Of the life that I got and the life that I want
Just need some money, I ain't trying to flaunt
If I do not get the bread, I won't get out of bed
Then I'm here on my phone til im dead
Been a minute, now I'm in it
Man I hope I can find myself
What the fuck
All a nigga need is a little bit of love
I been feelin up, gotta get up out this rut I'm in
Cause uh, I been feelin so alone
I don't know where I belong
I don't know just where I'm goin
But I'm goin uh
Ain't one for chiefing now baby
But know I am one for the smoke
Might hide a body or somethin I mean if I gotta
You know I'm the one for a joke
Know I love seein you laugh all the time
You a dime in my eyes
And I'm sorry for all of the years that went by
Really girl know that I tried every time
But the thought of you leaving took over, I know it
And that's not your fault and you can't understand
What the lack of father can do to a man
Maybe I love you just isn't enough
Cause the people you love tend to leave in the end
Who can I blame though, what's really the sitch
Maybe the system against me and shit
Maybe they all want us dead in a ditch
Maybe it me, I should deal with this shit
Maybe though I should just take up the time
To stop blamin the people inside of my rhymes
Feel like I'm fallin away and behind of my circle
It hurtful, I cannot stop crying
Cannot stop trying, do you understand
If I'm reachin my dreams, imma do what I can
Give it all back to my boo and my fam
So I'm hopin so I'll be the man
In a minute, when I'm in it
Man I hope that I found myself
What the fuck
All a nigga need is little bit of luck
All nigga need is a little bit of trust god damn
Cause uh I been feelin so alone
I don't know where I belong
I don't know just where I'm goin
But I'm goin uh
Pass me the blunt now I'm ready for that
Might need a bunch like a couple of packs
Might need to sell it, I don't make enough
Don't got a car, I was taking the bus
Not all that much, but you know what I mean
I caught a ride with my girl or the team
She not around so I'm cold as bitch
I just want someone to cuddle and kiss
Maybe that corny, I don't give a fuck
I'm still a human and I got emotion
But I got the motive to put on a show and then
Maybe I'll just go and drown in the ocean
Don't pour me a potion no more cause it hurt
I do not want to be dead in the dirt
I'm on the way but I'm keepin it real
Hope I make it another year first uh
Hey now
I'm on my way down
So you saw me lay down
I'd never stay down
Feel like I'm okay now
I caught a break now
Maybe imma break out
What more can I say now
I know, I know it
I know, I know it
I know, I know it